Sometimes I wonder why I went into accounting. I am constantly messing things up as I have found out something else I screwed up today. I have been told I can do anything I put my mind to, well I do believe that but it is hard when your mind won't work!! I know this is abit depressing and not the usual for this Imp but I am feeling quite stupid and young at the moment and I need to vent or I might cry....I hate crying.
Why is it when you want to do good at something and you try hard but keep messing up the harder you try? I am not the type to give up but sometimes it gets to the point where it might be better for the whole world if I threw in the towel!
I know I will get through this and tomorrow will be bright, sunny and I will feel as if I know what I am doing but today....today I wish I had stayed being a nanny, or had been daring (and poor) and tried acting right away! Those are things I know how to do and in which I feel very confident. Well...we will see what tomorrow...or tonight brings.